Memoirs in Pansol

Found to be Naive....

My first day of exam was not what im expecting for because i had an unease feeling... The exam was so difficult thats why i dont know if i fail or pass... As of now im a little "tulala" hindi pa kasi nagtxt ang wife ko eh... anyways Birthday nya bukas.. I Hope magkaron ng himala...


I wonder if im failed with my exam jacqui will be there pa din kaya... hoping... im happy because i Try ...

Just A thin Thread...

I dont know why i miss her so much ... my hauz is only a walk from there but my feet could not move... its maybe i think that if i go there there might be instances that it will worsen... what if shes mad i dont know,,, But how will i know if i dont try... Sometimes trying makes frustration and fears but if we look on the good side trying is the best way than doing nothing...

As of now the feeling of sadness wont leave me i guess its not healthy to absorb it... I hop we can go all along,,, with new activities to spice our relationships... because i had a feeling of envy everytime i sees couples, partners which are so sweet, happy and contended to each other... i dont know why im affected with this... its maybe i dont have loads of work to do and im not busy anymore thats why... anyway this is life a sad life..hmmm...

Haist...

As of now i don't know how to write a message or text on this sheet...
Could i Start with this,, Ahm i was wondering if love truly fades... Coz at first it was an unconditional love pero habang tumatagal nagiging conditional na din... I guess theres something wrong on me dahil hinahayaan kung maging ganun...
actually i trully love my girlfriend so much at parang nabubulagan ako kahit mali na ang gingawa nya e ok lang saken which is nd tama,,, As of now i there is a lot of moments na malungkot lang nangangarap ulet na sana mabalik ang date...
Actually masaya kme eh... pero disaster na pag tumahimik ang isat isa... we know na mahal namen ang isat isa.. Ngaun me doubt na ako sa sarili ko kung kaya ko pa ba? gaya nya... Gusto ko lang namn mging masaya at yung isang kaligayahan ko ngayon parang unte unte nang nawawala...
Ndi ko hawak ang panahon pero sana nga hawak ko na lang kasi gusto ko talagang xa ang makasama ko hbang buhay... Kung di man un ipag adya ako na ang me kasalanan nun...
Actually hindi na ako akatulog dahil iniicp ko ang prob. namen kung anong solusyon ang pede ko pang gawen kasi nawawala na ang spice eh... I really want a happy lyf thanks to you mah naging masaya din ako. At tama ka dapat talaga maging responsable at maging mature aq... What i facing now is dpat harapin ko ang sarili ko para lang masurpass ko ang kung ano ako...just want help sana nd ka umalis at walang iwanan... this is my thought ngaun... Seriously malungkot ako talaga....haist...

What will i do...

How would i do if the plant is in thorns which way can i save it should i pull the thorns even it hurts me or should i stare it until it grows and broke the thorns.... It is easy to say something, but it depends to the person if she/he accepts it if he/she did not its up to him... Life must go on and until me learn from it we will surpass all of it until that day comes strive for it problems are just problem but when your moment comes your be blessed...

"huuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhaaaaaa"

Whats the meaning of the word actually i got it in a radio dj named papajak hehehe...

anyway my wife told me this site and then i signed up...